Alice's Blog

There is chaos in my life recently.
Should I appreciate that there is something different from before.

One thing I have to do but I could not do now.

Business trip is on my schedule already and the journey is preparing.

Grandma seems to have an absent mind.
She hangs unharmful smile all the time and that makes me could not hate her anymore.

I was a person who always speaks out things I cared.
But I wondered the listener do realize my situation or not.
Or does he/she just try to comfort me and tell me there will be gone someday and don't think too much.

I am glad to know what I am, a joyful girl, since I was much close to death.
It is a gift for me to have such brave to face the future.
Stop complaining and muttering.
Listen more and think more and do more practice.

I can do better. I know.